You healed me (당신은 나를 치유)

I feel your steps close

I feel your breath tickling my ear

I feel your arms on my shoulders

I feel you wrap your arm around my slim waist

I feel my heart beating, and you hear it

You feel my skin it gets hot with every fatal touch

You see that I become passive, that hands do not listen to me

I didn't want to say it out loud but my mind is lying to me

In one I say to myself, "I am alone in this cold and secluded room"

I convince my heart to tell me: "There is no one here, there is only the wind and a pale light"

I try to lie to myself:" Nobody touched me, I didn't feel any heat"

"It is the light of the night that stands quietly aimed at me"

The silence is so deaf, it's a silent orchestra

The silence is killing me, it's just me in the middle of a huge room

But no, it's not true, it's unreal, my body feel the radiation of love

It is more and more persistent and consuming

Burning body   makes me come to my senses

It betrays my senses, acts contrary to my thinking

My body asks me to let myself be enveloped in love

My body needs love and it feels like it just found its source

I feel shrouded in mystery and curiosity

Never before have I felt my body burning like now

It's inopportune, it's a new sensation

A human force that makes me dream beyond the clouds, beyond all that exists

I feel it leaves its put on me, knocks me down and picks me up again

I feel his love, it's stronger than my will

I can't escape, my mind is locked

I got stuck in that feeling from which I can no longer get out

Wherever I try to escape in my mind i feel that love  blocks all my exits

Wherever I think the same feeling

Our thoughts crossed,his love and warmth erase my memory of the past little by little

Three, two, one, boom, I was reborn, I became another person

All that was bad leaked out of me

Only a small petal is left that is beginning to grow

Instead of the ashes of bitterness, has risen a seed the seed a of peace and a forgiveness

My heart was healed by a healing hand

You put  love where it hurt me the most

Now you made me cry with tears of joy

You managed to do something that even I couldn't do

Times for many years my soul was troubled, ruined, deprived of a ray of light

I had begun to live in agony and isolation face from the outside world

Day by day I lost hope that someone would like me as I am, imperfect

That someone will find me drowning in the nectar of pain and loneliness

That someone will give me importance and tell me that he loves me with a single gesture

That someone will value my feelings and my faithfulness

That someone will eventually make my heart fly and sing

I didn't think the sun would rise on my street but today unexpectedly the impossible happened

This day has arrived, it's today

The day the dark clouds disappeared from my life

The day love will take outline in my heart

The day I will find out the answer to my question "What am I living for"?"Who will I love"?

The day my lips will utter the first magical words "I love you"

The day I will break free from the cold chain that made my body bleed

The era of loneliness and a mistrust is over

Today I will start to open my heart, to listen to it

Today i will finally let someone melt my heart

The long-awaited true love is right next to me

I don't know the secrets of love but i know that love makes you fly

Neither a thousand words of  I would say and can not describe the sensation I feel now

I feel that everything that was extinguished has been rekindled again

I feel that everything that withered has blossomed again

I feel like I've reached the top of the highest mountain

I feel like I'm finally loved and rewarded for the pain I've carried for years

However, it was worth it, the reward after the sacrifice

Such a gentle hand to comfort me when I feel overcome

A sweet gesture to make me laugh like the which rising  sun

A kiss to remind me that I'm not an abandoned woman

A kiss on the skin to tell me how sexy I am

A playful look every time I act like a child without affection

A whisper when we danced the night away just the two of us

I don't feel free without your love

My life would be meaningless without the rainbow in your eyes

I can't live without your touches and kisses

I can't shine if you don't kindle me up

I can't depart far if you don't guide me

I can't fly if it's not you to open my wings

I can't smile unless if it's  you to steal from me a kiss

You are my priority, you are and will remain my perfect lover

You are the mirror of my heart

You healed me and made me melt with every touch

Irina Catalina gio🙂🦄🦄(이리나 카탈리나 지오)