I'm done (난 끝났어)
I know very well that you only tell with them to make me believe that you will change
You know very well that the lie has got short legs, the days will come when no one will more listen to you
And you also know that a false love expires and will not be able to withstand the power of true love
You do nothing more than confuse me and make me feel guilty for your frustrations
With what are I'm fault for the fact that you do not know how to offer love and respect?
With what is I'm fault for all the stupid things you do and say?
This is the result of your character and your hatred of the imperfect ones
I can't endure endlessly the criticism I get because of the silly things you've done
I closed my eyes several times pretending not to see the selfish things you repeated every day
I hid my disappointment and than when you were kissing me in cold blood
You only did this to manipulate my feelings and to make me feel weak
I have always honestly expressed my feelings and weaknesses to you
But as usual as superficial men you did not give them importance but you considered them" formalities without any relevance"
Even if they didn't mean anything to you, they to me mattered
It was the only way to show you that I have no hidden intentions and to show my love and sympathy face for you
But you didn't want to see that, you played with me like I was former just a game piece
O coat that you throw away whenever you don't like it anymore
How did your heart let you do what you want with mine?
Your love has never been more above of mine, on the contrary, I can say was that it has been non-existent for over a year
You always gave me reasons to hate myself and think I didn't love you enough
I loved your feelings so much but still your love caused me so much pain
I couldn't stop my heart from beating, from the very beginning the steps led me to you
I were naive, I thought it was easy to feel and understand love
It was so easy to I fall in love with someone which was going to destroy me happiness in future
And when I think that I loved you more than myself
When I think that I put you first in my life, that you were everything to me
Oh, for a while you started to become my obsession, my inspiration
Yeah, I put my ego aside and I had started to believe blindly everything what you were saying
I didn't think my hopes would be dashed when I started telling you my story
It seems my thinking was out of bildered when I thought standing of hand with you I will brave all the problems
I thought you were a perfection that would change me
You made me believe in a love that not exist
You were a amateur of chaos, you made me give in to you face many times
It was so easy to give you love and now it's so hard I to take it back
It was crazy I to think there was still goodness
You were so reckless when you thought I would stay by your side
Do you remember the day i told you that you will lose me because of your carelessness?
Now my words have come true, my heart has stopped beating for you
I'm not afraid to say that our love story is over
I know now you would do anything just you to can turn me ,but it's just too late
I wanted you to at least look me in the eye and say "I'm sorry"
My love wasn't strong with to hold us together
You were absent during the days and nights when I was crying, you did not knew it how to behave
What made me think that a boy like you would wait for a girl like me?
It was a mistake, I had more expectations from you
Your toxic love suffocated me and for the first time I felt that I had to change something in my life
I unlearned to love failed people like you
I wish I could go back in time and create a new dream
But I can't do that, the mistake was made
I can only weep for my innocent mistake
And to say it's over, this drama is simply over, this was the era of useless things
I'm done, I'm done, and I'm not sorry for ending the pain
I'm done, from now on I'll live with the thought that it's better to be alone
Irina Catalina gio🙂🦄(이리나 카탈리나 지오)
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