Sad people (슬픈 사람들)

Sad thoughts and dreams merger into me

Why do i feel like a part of me is telling me i'm going through big changes because of the ugly things i see?

Why do I feel that my heart is beginning to beg me not to let it go out?

What's happening to me? Why are so many things happening that don't make sense?

Was I so wrong? Or maybe I forgave and accepted too much?

All these strange things that were happening in my life

I can't define them, I can't understand them or change them

My mind tells me that I 'm not okay  and I feel that he is right

Alone, walking down the road of life thinking about my reactions, the consequences I will have when my mouth will speaks the truth in front of the whole world

Regretting that I cannot change the evil that has risen upon all

Having remorse for my reckless and thoughtless actions in the past when I decided to live in the shadows and remove everyone away

But still reality tells me that I did what was right to happen

What I see makes me sad, I didn't want the world to be like this

When I knew nothing solid  I wished to gain experience from all my the researches

When I was a novice I saw that the world was better because I did not research the inside but the outside

I didn't try to notice the weak points, the real negative characters

I was so surprised at how easily you can feel at ease, how simply you can manifest

But the mind was always clear and told me: what you see is not what you believe

It was too easy I to think that everyone smiles and likes me

In fact, they were just illusions, I wanted to cover the gray landscape, unsuitable for my view

But over time the reality turned out to be different and I felt it too suddenly even if I didn't want to

This made me change my perspectives about the present situation

Even though I didn't let myself be affected by the evils of others, I began to notice that others felt very influenced

I realized that not everyone can be like me, strong on the inside and weak on the outside

I hit hard against the wall of the sad reality that didn't deserve to exist

A contagious microbe that tries to take over everyone

A nightmare trying to enter everyone's mind

A sin that tries to attract all the "outcasts "and slaves after self

An arrow that tries to eliminate all those who do not resist the new diabolical dictatorship

Such a cruel reality that tries to knock down those who do not speak what they are told

Everywhere there are people affected by the new rules imposed by the big ones who want  destroy them mentally

In many unpopulated corners there are hungry, sick, protestants who are forbidden to show their displeasure

They just watch, keep silent, end their days or resign themselves and submit without a fight to the wretches

They are forced to speak untrue and meaningless things for a normal world

More and more become partakers of criminals, slanderers and traitors

And so they come to disregard, denigrate and condemn those who are weak, as once were before they wears the crown stained with the blood of the innocents

And so the world ends up being ruled by rags with a heart of stone who have no idea what moral value means

Who have forgotten the meaning of honesty, equality, modesty, tolerance, love, mutual respect and generosity

That's why many honest people end up being treated in the worst possible way

And the last drop of humanity begins to disappear from the souls of many which believe salvation lies in sin and indifference to one's fellow man

And the last drop of humanity begins to disappear from the souls of many which believe  rescue lies in sin and indifference to one's fellow man

Obsessed with power and money are many

And many citizens of the country are fugitives and slave among foreigners

More and more women end up being the entertainment of others not knowing the importance of the principles with which they were increased

Innocent youths are surrounded by packs of dogs who tries to show them the way to drugs the path ,to a world of forbidden and illegal wealth

This world is a real torment for those who try to fight for independence, non-violence and justice

Our world is a paradise for those mentally ill, because they like to dress only in expensive clothes

Because they can do whatever they want without being told anything

The liars and those indoctrinated to promote propaganda are best viewed on the big screens

They are considered the saviors nation of " infected garbage" who try to stain the country's honor with mud

This is the world we chose to live in: a society where people trample each other for worthless things

Good manners and dignified gestures are long gone

The system is in great disorganization, the errors give many question marks

From this unprecedented fight escape who can, the rest close their eyes and accept the "flourishing future"

The tricolor it is made dusted, pierced by enemies bullets

The country has been sold, nothing belongs to us anymore

Honor ?Where is honor ?It disappeared along with everything that a stood for righteousness equal

Honor, something that many people do not have

This word only no has value in the face of corruption

We ended up selling our name and soul too

Righteous people have decayed, the third world has barely begun

Sad people, crushed souls, wasted dreams, bloody eyes

This is the nation, this is our home

Irina Catalina gio🦄(이리나 카탈리나 지오)