Empty spaces

Empty Spaces (빈 공간)

Tell me why are you crying now, what worries you?  

I see the pain in your eyes and I can't make it out

I feel that you are about to fall, to lose the fight with yourself

To give up everything you've loved all your life and to give up all the qualities that make you seem like a human

You know that now you are not alone, that someone has hand on your shoulder?

That a voice tell you not to be deluded by what seems easy to you?

Yes, everyone may think that the easiest way to not face the difficulties of life is to lose your courage and reason

And then if you do this it means that you have understood the moral of life or you don't want to face it?

And you think that if you fall and realize your mistake you will be able to live the same life as before?

No, it's not all sums up on failure and tears

I see your suffering in eyes, I feel your fear and weakness

I sense that you have feelings of remorse

You cry and stare into naked hoping you'll  find a ray of light that to  blind you

Hoping that you will find in your mind even just one thing that to make you change your mind

You get lost, you don't know which question in your mind o to offer an answer

You don't know what is essential and what is not

You don't recognize the things that destroy you and that try to save you from a huge decay

You don't want  to say on name the things  make you fall to your knees  and you think nothing can be may above they

And then why do you still think that things can still have a solving ?

And then why do you still think that life can take an unexpected turn?

Because consciousness is not in nescience but your eyes that see everything but do not know how to distinguish good from bad things

They don't have the ability to perceive important and unimportant things

Because the eyes only look outside and not inside you

But the heart that continues to thaw you even when you think it's too late

Your heart has not perished but continues to beat and look towards your true reflex

And even if you continue to say that you are right, your heart will continue to make you understand that at this crossroads of life you are about dig your own hole

Because what you are doing is not the solution everyone

And it is not the solution that will save you from a fate strewn with difficulties

It's just the anger in your soul that blinds you and doesn't let you see who you really are

Will you let yourself be overwhelmed by the thirst to always run towards the unknown?

Or you will try to look at the things that life is trying to show you?

You know very well that what you are trying to do now is against your will

You are wandering , running towards empty spaces

Yes all the circumstances pushed you to watch crooked  at life

Yes, you are crying because you were cheated on

You cry because things didn't go the way you wanted them to

Because the things you loved crumbled in face you like a skyscraper

You cry because you can't find what you're looking but you always are caught  in a storm which forces you to take two steps back

You cry because you think no one can hear you and there is no cure for this disease

You hide thinking no one sees you and won't try to make you break the silence

You cry because doubt and insecurity has caught up with you

You're always crying and trying to slide towards the empty spaces

You slide to empty spaces

Because you don't know who you are you don't understand why this life has been so cruel to you

Because you don't know what you want from life  

To open your eyes that are in the fog or let you fall into the chasm ?

Search to find the light,look for clues that will lead you to what you are looking for

Try to find out who you are and what purpose you have in this world

Try to find out what life you will have from now on

I don't know where you're going but I feel like you're heading in the wrong direction

You know very well that you are not alone

That you cry, laugh, scream, I see all this

You know what your destination is if you walk the path of solitude?

Tell me what's the point of you running on winding paths?

What will you gain from this chaotic decision?

Tell me what do you want to collect? Pain or joy?

Do you want to have your heart lightened or loaded with empty words?

Do you want to end up being like a lifeless flower or like a fulfilled man?

You know that the truth must be sought , cannot be found at the will of chance

You just have to listen to your heart because it doesn't want to let you fall into a fight that can be won

Try to find out who you are,let your pain turn into a mist and disappear somewhere far in the dark

Only if you hold on someone hand will you be able to feel freed from nightmares

And that someone is me, I'm by your side and I will won't let you fall

Because I know you're not the right person to let fall into the void

So stop staring at  the empty and disorientated spaces

Irina Catalina gio (이리나 카탈리나 지오)🦄💥