Set me free(날 풀어 줘)

Set me free (날 풀어 줘)

Look over the pictures in the album where I was always staring blankly waiting in vain for someone who I thought was willing to save me from the humiliation I was struggling with day in and day out

Look at my face, so pale and eyes so sad, looking at an outlineless horizon

And my mind searching for so many answers to questions that have no place in any story

My heart ,broken every day because of a colossal lie that wants to extinguish the last ray of light that I still look at with a glimmer of hope

My morale ,fell to the ground because of the powers that left me the middle of the road

My joy shattered by people who promised they wouldn't let me fight my anxiety alone

But who actually failed to keep their promise and disappointed me, deepening my desire to hide in my own reflection

Too many promises, too little help and too much poison that makes my character cold

Too little oxygen, too many shadows and screams of despair that merge in my mind

Too many sad ballads, too many days without sun

And too few beautiful things to I think about

To everything I look at seems to be part of a dirty game that I don't want to be take a part

The reality I look at is like a fog that makes me lose my sight and senses

Why things happen against my will?

And why life is the exact opposite of what I want?

And why fair people are surrounded only by people who have nothing to offer them?

Why everything what is beautiful sinks and why pessimistic people must rule the world?

Why do sad stories keep repeating and ruining a man happiness in such a cruel way?

Why beautiful memories are lost so easily and prejudices  they want to turn me into something I don't want to be?

Why can't I feel the peace I've been looking search for so long?

Why there are so many obstacles that don't want to let me understand as what I'm looking?

I'm always looking for reasons: Why I'm forced to face the truth that makes me feel so empty?

Why can't I convince myself that this is how it was written to me to live ?

I don't want it to be seen that I am depressed or on the offensive

I don't want my miserable life to repeat itself again

I just want to live with the hope that I will not be used, hurt and forced to behave in a way that is not of my nature

I don't want to talk out loud about how I feel right now

But I feel that something inside me wants to take flight

Sign that I am close to the one who will make me free from every sin

On the way to the one who will free me from the chains of slavery

I want to feel my heart singing after so many years of loneliness, shame and lacks

I don't want to be I the  one  who feels like a victim in a world of infamy

I know that I can change, that I can become something more than a boomerang or a pawn on a chessboard

I know I can become a person no one can make fun of

I know that I can change, that I can get back on the right path that helped me discover the difference between deeds and empties words

I know that if I continue to live in the dark nothing from what will  I say will ease my pain

Therefore I must learn to discover my  sentimental side

And to learn to accept myself as I am, with many decisions stupid made in the past and in the present with a crazy desire to find the one who will give life to my dreams

But luckily I didn't have to wait too long

I found the boy who will turn my boring life into art

I found the one who will give me the lost happiness

And that's you, the protector who will protect me from all danger

You are the one who will make me a free girl

Because at you I feel that I will find my save

Because in you I feel that energy that will make my heart bloom again

Because at you I feel that I will find my motivation to rise again after so many defeats

And I know too well that instinct does not lie to me

Because I see what dough you're made of, you're the kind of love I blindly searched for

And I'm not afraid to say it, you will make me feel natural and fulfilled

I know that I need to be strong and I will strive to be now

Tell me not to worry, that everything will be fine and that my somber story is over

Now another story will begin, just another story

About the two of us and finding the true love I've been missing and which now filled the void in my heart

About the love that made me look at the beauty of love

Now I feel like I've become someone else entirely, a girl who will now let love make her life easier

And that's thanks to you, a boy who understood what I'm missing

Therefore please you set me free from all that means resentment, captivity and prejudice

Set me free, only with you will I be able to heal myself

Set me free, only next to you will I be able to feel like a strong girl, safe from any lies

Set me free, help me to know my true worth

Help me understand my role in your life

To understand why can't I handle  myself manage alone in a world with repulsive people

Set me free , make every cold tear disappear from my face

You are the only one who can make my heart beat in a perfect harmony

You're the only one who melts me when I feel the sweetness of  kiss  on my fine and soft as silk lips

The only one who touches me with my great delicacy and care from the world

The only boy who makes me feel happy because I exist and because I can give from me my best here and now

Set me free, make me feel like in paradise

Don't let me down , you are the only person in whom I still have hope that I can find myself

You don't know how much pleasure is hidden in my gaze

You don't even know how much I like to see you when then you put one hand in my hair and the other over my face

I feel all the my weakness that only you can control and I feel your desire to make me feel like a queen

So how stars twinkle,that's how you make me feel like an sunshine

Irina Catalina gio (이리나 카탈리나 지오)🦄🦄